Sunday, 13 November 2016

Too Hard To Forget

                                      Tooo   Hard   2  forget


People said "don't fall in love with someone who won't do the same for you" and I learned that the hard way
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal,
      love leaves a memory no one can steal.
“I wore  promise on my finger for one year,
I'll wear your name on my heart til I die,
Because you were my girl,  you were my only girl  forever.

I’m just so sad. I just want to sit and cry forever. I miss you  so much. I didn’t talk to you since many years  today and I know that’s what I wanted but I keep thinking about you all the time. Wondering about where you are and what are you  doing…?
 I know that I really don’t want to know but why won’t my mind and heart stop?
I feel like I will never be happy again.
I feel like I will never find love again…… Why…..?....
What did I do to deserve this crap ?
I always did my best by you , so why did you  just drop me like yesterday’s garbage….?
I don’t understand….
Why did this have to happen to me?
It just hurts so much.
Will I ever be happy again?
Only you can end all my suffering and this unbearable pain,
Does this ever get any better?
I just feel like it never will.

“I did the searching and remembering, you did the disappearing and the forgetting.”
To make you to  the centre  of  my  world is bound to end in disaster. There are too many factors outside your control.

If only you are affected someday by my absence…

If only you go through the memories of past once again,
Since the day you left my heart is  bleeding , no one has its cure…

I memorising you. I just can't talk to you right now.
I miss you. I just can't admit right now.
I need you. I just can't show you right now.
I love you. I just can't tell you right now

There was something missing in my life.   A hole in my heart that had never been filled until I met you. Being with you has made me realize that I cannot spend another day - not another waking moment - without telling you that I love you  with all my heart and all my soul…………….
·         Loneliness is the most terrible poverty.
It's so lonely when you don't even know yourself.
I need you, who won't give up on …………….
All my friends gave there suggestion is to leave you and be happy & I did the same I left them all because I am busy in your  thoughts soo that they felt that I will never change on you,
Not because of I don’t like them
It just because “when I’m with them I don’t remember u …… but
When I’m single I first thought will be only you…..
 It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with all….